I draw from the shadows — from the cracks where truth hides. My music’s always been medicine, and sharing it showed me I’m not the only one who needs the dark to heal. There’s a whole community out here — kindred spirits who don’t flinch at the truth. Together, we don’t chase perfection. We celebrate what’s real.
This isn’t a club. It’s a gathering of the ones who refuse to look away.
We speak our minds. We break our patterns. We remember that beauty lives in the flaws.
When you join Murder of Crows, you step inside the vault — a private archive of my personal memoirs, unreleased demos, raw phone videos, and the strange little artifacts I’ve kept hidden until now.
You’ll also get a 20% discount and first access to Murder-Only merch — because some things should only belong to those who understand.
My old friend Jarid joined me in my garage for a jam session. We had our knock off Fender Strats and one beat up old Marshall 15watt amp. A spare box spring and mattress, which sat in the middle of the garage, served as our seat. In the corner stood a rusted file cabinet containing a stash of Guitar World magazines. The one we pulled that day held the sheet music for “Today,” a brand new Smashing Pumpkins song.
We plugged in our axes, flipped the amp’s switch, igniting a tiny red light, and studied the tablature like hawks. Jarid plucked away at the lead notes and after a few measures; I hammered in with the driving power chords. We grinned as the fuzzy sound of distortion hushed the rain hitting the roof. Our eyes lit up, and a monster was born that day. We had to form a band.
Small island living is great, but it has drawbacks when searching for local like-minded musicians. Jarid and I hunted for the perfect group of characters to join us in taking over the world …
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After joining the Murder, you’ll get a welcome email with a 20% discount code for The Crow's Cabinet. The next day, you’ll receive a note that explains how it all works — your access, your perks, your place in the Murder.
Every Tuesday, expect a personal memoir from me — stories I don’t share anywhere else — plus updates, ticket discounts, and Murder-Only Merch drops.
I’ll send you a secret link and password to the online vault. Just click the link, enter the password, and you’re in.
The vault is alive — I update it with new demos, footage, and writings, and you’ll always be notified by email when something new appears.